hello world ..am I back?

may I say ,it has been fucking ages since I have said anything here,
lost at work -but wait I Fired my Boss!
and U can too! if you need too, -in fact most folks ought to
simply start Firing their Boss's all over the place!
..I guess what I'm thinking about really is that; Bad guys make out
just fine when No one complains or does something~
in fact, complaints are mere words, were as -actions are ,how shall we say...
"less argue-able"
less talk!
more killings! let the Killing begin!
if You can tell that your Boss would really be fucked were You to
leave him -oh' & through in - and he really deserves it
he ought to be stuck in the ass
..In fact You are standing in Gods way
so do God a favor! will U?
Do what I did ...get out of the way
let go & get out of the way
biatch~
thanX
good morning all
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well OK ...I suck!~

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

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Satanism

83%

Buddhism

71%

Hinduism

71%

agnosticism

71%

Judaism

50%

Islam

50%

atheism

38%

Paganism

38%

Christianity

17%

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I'm trying to do this again & I will leave it to see if ...well the trure resultz will speak ov' me in ways
which go beyond words - or at least that what I woulb be feeling about myself anyway * ...

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well ok that sucked~

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

Satanism

83%

Buddhism

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I don't think I know how to answer questions on these things............


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the bumd down the street

there he is, that guy on the side ov' the road
holding a piece ov' card board with a lie written on it with a big sharpie
hanging out by the off-ramp
waiting for You to stand in the way ov' whatever the Universe is telling him,
You could by piecemeal hand him a gratuity for his lowliness to that end...
why not it make You feel better now doesn't it?

how does he compare with Hitler?
well, he get away with it....what another Hitler comparison?!
yes, whatever is the thing which one is compelled to "get away with", for what ever reasons,
like walking away from dedt or other responsibilities
or being like a member ov' the national-socialist-party ,and barely doing much with one life
as they did...it's still within the pale a compare-ability...
the SS directed others to do their bidding if You recall,( just as one would -give em a hand out!)
so many Hitler references so little time, right?
what are You attempting to get away with today?

why attempt?

I guess it'z all a matter ov' perspective.
how may I help You? now that's a time tested idea!~

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what if U saw it too?

ON MATTHEW SHEPARD
"You know what was largely responsible for that guy’s [Matthew Shepard's] death? Those two guys who killed him did not go out looking for a homosexual to kill that night. They were shooting pool. He went to the bar. He left with two guys he thought he was gonna have sex with. He got murdered. How many women has that happened to? How many women have left bars thinking they were gonna get some action with some guy who raped and murdered and tortured and murdered them? Far more women than homosexual men have ended up dead that way, I would guess. Is that a hate crime against women? I think so but they specifically picked the woman who was willing to leave for sex. If Matthew hadn’t been willing to leave for sex, he might still be alive. That certainly doesn’t make him responsible for his own death but when you put yourself into a situation of going off to have anonymous sex with people you meet at a bar, what kind of person is gonna leave with you? Usually scum.... This was a terrible tragedy but it’s also one that might have been avoided if he had simply gone home with his friends instead of thinking he was gonna get a little."


- Dr. Laura radio show, April 16, 1999 (quoted by CBSC).


....Wow that's ballzy , I don't know if I could disagree with her on this...ah -think about all of it!
even the way she says stuff ..the sound of her voice
it'z so crule yet soothing hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

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hurtn't

I really feel as though there "very much might not have been"
a thing called "beginning"
even in judeo-christianity there was "someone" who harbored
the impulse to create ,and then said "let there be light"
( You know ...in the beginning [?] )
conceiving something before it was conceivable............
well, conceive that!~

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" the missio ad gentes"

hay
I just got a chance to do the livejournal thing so here goes

what about that new pope guy? I hear-tell that he's actually catholic...oh' god what next?
and many folks are remiss over how he seems to be some kind of a hard ass,
and even the tales of how during his service in the Volksarmee or was it "die Hitlerjugend"?
it would seem to me that some folks would love to hear that Pope Benedict vi(Joseph Card. Ratzinger) was a nazi youth...
hoping the worst for his reputation, and what kind of prejudice shit is that?
I read the "DOMINUS IESUS" (Drafted by pope-Joe`)and it was a catholic thing
written to inspire clear Roman Catholic direction. (no one died!)
if you aren't really catholic
than You won't really like it~
But I guess what I'm bringing up is the point of how folks in the news,& religious leaders from other faiths
are so quickly taking to heart the "potential" draw back - or -chilling effect on "Tolerance" this fellow
is going to have on everything........( this is "preventitive exclusion" in the form ov' lies)
It's an illusion
and I am certain that in time ,folks will begin to recognize the Intolerance over "supposed Intolerants"
is a prejudice too.
then what sort ov' demagoguery will the rigid extreme Left have to fall beck on?
if they were to show all there true colors the jig would be up!
and that goes for the Catholics too ,let it become what it is - & if need be leave it for the foolishness
you feel it had always been - not because You can't effect social change in this church.
how about because it is engrossed in a hole bunch ov' shit that Your not in too.
people are funny
I believe that all folks have the same sort ov' "spiritual wiring" although feel the grips ov'
some source ov' consequence or perhaps interference,
I could put it this way - I'm almost certain that people all have the same beliefs ,but they
do not know how to believe - perhaps most don't even want too.
& thats the way it should be right now..so just accept it!
let go
aren't most ov' these things like little temptations to get You all fighting ...
it'z got me fighting even with myself, I feel what I'm writing is meaningless,
although I'll just put it out there
so I ought to just accept that
I might be right about both things no one can agree in all completeness
& no one want's to take in the message ov' this here entry.
cool
I accept
now pick up Your cross & follow Me!~
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Perturbing note

..Um, as I encounter folks who are using "the patch"
( that's the Nicotine-Transdermal-System*)
& are quitting the old smoke-a-rooh habit
they have the patch on,
& during that same day, have a few smokes.....
...Um , well ah` yea...
although not surprising, it still looks disconcerting.

WTF?

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today installment

as for my estimation ov' acceptability :

1st.: not all folks are capable ov' accepting me ( not all agree*)

2nd.: I am in a constant process ov' learning regarding "accepting" which course lays ahead
& my place (be it a thing one could call blame) in the scheme ov' things.

3rd. regard for "The truth" means having a degree ov' "Willingness" were one can trust,
that even if my first Impression ov' timely developments, is hasty & frustrated.. (& I throw a fit`)
still I will see what I'm looking at - as it comes into focus!

retrospective thread: here goes!~

*As in the 1st.,so is it with me:
I will not always agree - there's stuff I refuse to accept.
(this is how I know it is true*)

*As in the 2nd.,My knowledge belongs to me , conversely ....I can recognize
when different paradigms ("brand-name" ingredients ov' folk's perspectives*)
this refines the exercise ov' tolerance Vs. confrontation
" & the wisdom to know the difference " -see the serenity prayer.
this shit is part ov' growth - this shit could be why someone just might kill me,
but fear not! for this body shall find a way to assume room-temperature -It'z coool....
I'll be coool , I promise! ~LoL~

As in the 3rd.
ALL KNOW! everyone can sense when they lie to themselves, but that is only one component
ov' every situation, does not lying help when you face interference?
like when you are being cross examined for the benefit ov' someone else's agenda?
"are you harboring any Jews in your attic?" or "Do you still beat your wife?"
how about "Do you- *Know*-Jesus?" so when do we with-hold truth?
when it is useful ...... to not have an honest sense ov' this dynamic
is to say I Will never Lie` which is a gross estimation - a promise waiting to become a lie.
on the one hand there is that stuff I wrote - (see above -if U want*)
& now here's the insides, I know myself as a parent would think ov' their child,
discipline is part ov' the job. I am my first born
if shit ain't clear enough , one couldn't be able to tell if something would introduce them
into a situation which they themselves wouldn't be able to control themselves in.
............sound familiar? ..ok now add people
and fierce currents
varying degrees ov' "Willful-Unwillingness" ( dude` learn this phasing!!!*)
add other culturally imparted "willful-Unwillingness "
And folks can only 'want-to' appreciate what pleases them anyway ( the degree ov' Willingness*)
*** But our Lives are problems which bring god the results It needs.***(We are god's questions*)
consequences are consequentially personal to the people who personalize it,
Yet taking shit personally is a very slippery path isn't it?
...jealousy ...envy ...contempt with out a full understanding make for
more reasons to lie & then aggressive patterns are a risk also..
to "Apply more Dishonesty" perhaps, or a disregard for shit like honesty comes to mind too
on & on ........

these thought's are my constant supplication along with my very breath...
the Apostle Paul did say "Be in constant supplication" this conversation with god,
makes for a "conversant" -understanding were you have the formula - and it works
up & down ..in addition & subtraction
in body & spirit Conversely!

The conversation has never Started & it will never Stop, it is continuous.
the Universe is continuous it comes complete with shit some folks regard as limits,
perhaps they have to have that khauszzz it make it feel familiar, really familiar!~

Just like how life doesn't begin at conception.
Life Continues through a circumstance called Conception.
two things living, continue living.

that's me!
oh` and everyone else too .......

Zoe : is the indestructible - continuing life force
I can release the need for a thing called the beginning , this concept lacks a beginning,
but habits persist don't they?
besides we as a species may have an end.
and folks could take that a bit personally....and what about how the Idea ov' "beginningsms" become personalized?



I'm just saying!~
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heart ache

I did find a fascinating person, who left me questioning my self,
this man was so charming!
and he'd call me like 3 time's a day told me he loved my company,
and he was so well put together I'm certain he was just out ov' my league,
honestly, he was from an affluent area ..& he was affluent too..
funny , brilliant .. chemistry was unbelievable
and then








.......yea, like that!~
he said "...um, it'z not your fault.."

I haven't heard from him in two & 1/2 weeks, oh' & I'm almost certain this is going to happen again
too ...khaughsszzzz I'm a fucking freak ov' nature
& I don't belong ...& that's is my fault.....
I did this to myself!
this chick with dick shit really fucking fuck's me up sometimes!
hmmmm... I wonder what this message would sound like if "Yahoo Reader" was reciting it?


ouch`
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